Technology Tantrum
Keeping up with the 3d and 4d worlds proves to be exhausting sometimes. Last night I can describe what I experienced as a technology tantrum. I’ve been working on many projects at the same time, while trying to balance my calm and remain grounded and then I’ve been throwing technology into the mix. It’s been brought up on many , many occasions how technology will make what I’m doing easier - help things happen faster and a barrage of other useful words that I’ve had echoed to me for years. I’ve given in and allowed the input of technology to assist in my everyday. The transition- not smooth. I was in the midst of creating my journal ((which will be available soon)) and I couldn’t get the file open on my phone - when I tried to transition to my computer the file was different— very close, but different. It was what felt like hours of work that I couldn’t get to complete the way I wanted to. There was noise happening and I was suffering from a classic case of Empath overwhelm. The technology was the icing on the cake that sent me into a complete shut down. I uttered the words “You’re making me crazy” to the pup who was trying to get my attention.
It wasn’t in fact the pup, it was the many different directions my brain had been going in combination with foreshadowing , deciphering different energies, gathering knowledge, planning and then the file not opening properly. I got up, drank a clearance seltzer from costco, threw my shoes on and said “I’m going for a walk.” That’s it - I set out under the sun setting and was brought back to peace (after a good mile) and began to be grateful and hopeful and filled with joy. I needed a reset that came in the form of outside grounding.
We all are different and operate a different levels. While I’m almost disoriented after having a run in with technology - you could be fascinated by it. The more we get to know ourselves and our limits (our actual limits- not the ones we create in our head) we can move through life at a more aligned steady pace. I work really well with breaks and shifting mindsets - but if I’m not aligned with myself, my intentions and my goals- I can become swept away by the details.
Looking forward to what I’m creating and I hope you love it to!
Spread Love -xo Chris